-Saturday, January 26, 2008 '
TODAY WAS AWFUL. Zzzz.
I left home for work, earlier than the previous 4 days. but, the 179 bus that i always take on these 4 days, (i mean the time the bus comes) came earlier too. and so i missed it. and then, for around 15mins, there was no bus. -.- and then, before i arrived at the interchange, kk called and said that the transport arrived already. O.O after alighting, i ran all the way. SERIOUSLY. i really ran. and then, in the middle of the bridge, the transport ran away. -.- and so, i strolled back to the interchange, to wait for the 251 bus.
many things happened on the bus. and im sorry for it now. =x i wasnt expecting myself to apologise at first. buden, after i cooled down, i realised im the unreasonable one. =x but anwwwww, i bet you didn know that i was kidding at first when i gave you the sian-diao look. HAHA. buden, i suddenly changed my mind and decided to sian-diao for real. heh.
i didn know where to alight, but thankfully, 2 guys on the bus were also working at hitachi, so when they alighted, i just follow suit. heh. they were friendly, but i didn know. they are friendlier than they look. perhaps im the one who thinks that everyone is unfriendly, before i ever talk to them. =x
and then started work. there were more breaks today. LOL. but anw, i hate recounts. recounts, make me feel like, the person who did the first count did an extremely poor job. I KNOW IM SAYING MYSELF. out of the recounts i did, at least 75% were from me and esther. even bs and john (bs's partner) got my recounts too. -.- but work wasnt enjoyable today. however, this experience felt somewhat like the tpjc experience. (not the un-enjoyable part, the knowing new people part. :D) and i realised that i havent made any friends/know new people since sec 3, if the tpjc and the hitachi people are not counted. =x
and then work ended, and we all went home. took a group photo with the more familiar people (esther, suzanna and xue en, including bs and kk). not gonna post yet. cos i dont have it yet. heh.
then bused home with kk. and listened to the ghost stories that suzanna told him. freakyyyyy. really. Lol. i even had goosebumps. =S
sometimes, people can be very predictable. for example,
that. some people have already reacted in the way that i guessed they would. and because of that, i think little, or no people, actually understands me. deep down, its so agonising. but no one knows. how sad. tsktsktsk. no im not emo-ing. HAHA. anw, this kinda feeling is so unbearable, that i almost cried. if i hadnt held myself back, i'd already be crying. o.o
the one person who i could really talk to hasnt appear yet. because, i thot you would know, but sadly, you dont.
and now, even my dad is telling me to go jc. oh, just shut up.
another lengthy entryyyyy. ok, byeeeee. (maybe im gonna rewatch hana kimi to cheer myself up. HANA KIMI IS SUPERRR FUNNY. or maybe even hana yori dango season1. not season 2 though. season 2 is wayyyyy too painful for me to rewatch. its so painful to watch that i had a hard time struggling to complete the series. Lol.) BYEEEEE!
band tmr. YES IM GOING BACK. to talk serious stuffs. POLY COURSES AH. POLY POLY POLY!
1:36 PM; &I'll let it all end here.